Life Sucks

How's life?

Sucks...!

Yea...haiz....

It has been awhile that i didn't update my blog. Suffering by campus life here. Rushing all my assignments, presentations & of course, mid-term later will be my Final. Also can say that rushing everything even my personal stuff. Have to arrange a proper timetable for myself, if not, u cant finish everything properly & left out something.

Find out that living alone outside is have to be so independent. Everything need to take care by your own. I have to prepare a notes for myself so that i won forget. I have to arrange time & things that i have to complete by today. i have to log in facebook & utar portal or wble to update myself to know any announcement. I have to learn to be a grown up human.

Emo-ing throughout my day everyday, worrying alot.. Maybe one day i will die because of mental illness. Haiz....(*´Д｀*)


I also have to say 不好意思 which i unable to update Rilakkuma products that i promise before.

The Cartoon that I Fallen Madly for IT♥ \(//∇//)\

ヾ(´∀｀)/ TADA~~this the only bear that causing me crazy all over it! IS RILAKKUMA!!( ´∀` )♥ I am totally fall in love with it when i first saw it.....until now im still trying to find everything that related to this lovely cartoon including gadget for my blogψ(｀∇´)ψ ...i even started to collect all its items around in malaysia & singapore...hehe...If i had the chance to travel to japan, i sure spend all my money onto it...hahaha...( *｀ω´) Hell ya~! I am really into it & wanted to become like japanese decorate whole house just like own by Rilakkuma.(人´3`)~ ♥

♥I will keep intro a lots of Rilakkuma on my blog in future~So, just wait for another update of Rilakkuma(`･ω･´ )☆ ♥

(人´3`)～～♥

♥ Valentine's day ♥

今年的情人節好難過。。。待會兒就要趕回去死城那裡趕我的 assignment ，還是這個禮拜五就要
交上去。。。暈啊 (* . *)


今年的情人節雖然沒有機會跟男朋友度過不過有機會從 skype 裡見到他的樣子已經是不錯了。頭

一次試著這樣的方式來慶祝。(*´Д｀*) 瞞無奈的不過已經是最好了。那個時候發生了一些不開心

的事不過到頭來他逗我開心，做一些鬼臉，傻傻的語氣來逗我笑起來。。。他是個不錯的男朋

友，為了我，一整晚不睡就是要解釋然後再逗我笑，開心。。。現在的我邊寫邊笑\(//∇//)\，希

望與他的幸福永不停止(●´∀｀●)

New background o(^▽^)o

Tada~i have a new background for my blog☆*:.｡. o(≧▽≦)o .｡.:*☆”Feel statisfy & yet i still will continue work it on to beautify it & attract more readers.☆
As u all can see it the background is only back & pink. Black will represent him & pink will be me. I do not like pink but through him, he uses pink to represent my character & attitude. I guest maybe he is thinking i am a girl & girl represents pink, that's why i got pink....swt....By the way, he like black....here it is....the meaning it...haha (=.=)
All the things that created for my blog is mostly all about me & some part of him. Cz i want him to be a part of my life(my blog) although he doesn't read my blog frequently

♥~EnJoY~( ´∀` )♥

担心他

现在我无法联络他，只是信息他我的电话没钱了，一封信息都没告诉我他是否是睡着了。他到印尼去旅行，是公司安排的旅行团。很可恶的公司尽然安排旅行到那个二奶岛去，我的火气很大也很担心他。真希望他是可以信任的。如果被背叛了，我真的不知该怎么办。应该又是什么都做不到的吧？又要在哭的吧？又要痛的吧？。。。

现在无法入睡，脑里一直着想他；心里很担心没办法联络上他。曾试过他电话我都一直打不通过去，那时他电话没电的事情我还不知道，打过去很多次都不通，脑不停想尽一切找出能找到他的方法，但是没有一个方法找出他。所以如果一些情侣是像我一样都是远距离的，请跟自己的男朋友拿到一切能够找到他的方法，不然就像我这样边等边哭，乱想事情了。

我看现在我要等他信息给我了。。。。

New Descovery Of ME

Recently found out that i am getting weaker. What happen to me?! I don't know what had happen...easily to cry, desperate to want love from him, want some caring... Myself started hate to live alone, wanted to be with someone especially my family & of cz, him. Since my study started i find myself different a lot than what i used to be. Crying a lot. My room sudden felt so quiet, so alone since he back to singapore. Having a feeling of just back to working life, to the life that i had before. Most of my friends even him advise me to take a try on my study. If this time the study doesn't work on me i will quit for sure, with no tears.

Im Sick.....haiz...

Chinese new year...T^T get sick....fever some more cold. Have to drink coconut to cool down... my live sucks now..