Life Sucks

How's life?

Sucks...!

Yea...haiz....

It has been awhile that i didn't update my blog. Suffering by campus life here. Rushing all my assignments, presentations & of course, mid-term later will be my Final. Also can say that rushing everything even my personal stuff. Have to arrange a proper timetable for myself, if not, u cant finish everything properly & left out something.

Find out that living alone outside is have to be so independent. Everything need to take care by your own. I have to prepare a notes for myself so that i won forget. I have to arrange time & things that i have to complete by today. i have to log in facebook & utar portal or wble to update myself to know any announcement. I have to learn to be a grown up human.

Emo-ing throughout my day everyday, worrying alot.. Maybe one day i will die because of mental illness. Haiz....(*´Д｀*)


I also have to say 不好意思 which i unable to update Rilakkuma products that i promise before.

The Cartoon that I Fallen Madly for IT♥ \(//∇//)\

ヾ(´∀｀)/ TADA~~this the only bear that causing me crazy all over it! IS RILAKKUMA!!( ´∀` )♥ I am totally fall in love with it when i first saw it.....until now im still trying to find everything that related to this lovely cartoon including gadget for my blogψ(｀∇´)ψ ...i even started to collect all its items around in malaysia & singapore...hehe...If i had the chance to travel to japan, i sure spend all my money onto it...hahaha...( *｀ω´) Hell ya~! I am really into it & wanted to become like japanese decorate whole house just like own by Rilakkuma.(人´3`)~ ♥

♥I will keep intro a lots of Rilakkuma on my blog in future~So, just wait for another update of Rilakkuma(`･ω･´ )☆ ♥

(人´3`)～～♥

♥ Valentine's day ♥

今年的情人節好難過。。。待會兒就要趕回去死城那裡趕我的 assignment ，還是這個禮拜五就要
交上去。。。暈啊 (* . *)


今年的情人節雖然沒有機會跟男朋友度過不過有機會從 skype 裡見到他的樣子已經是不錯了。頭

一次試著這樣的方式來慶祝。(*´Д｀*) 瞞無奈的不過已經是最好了。那個時候發生了一些不開心

的事不過到頭來他逗我開心，做一些鬼臉，傻傻的語氣來逗我笑起來。。。他是個不錯的男朋

友，為了我，一整晚不睡就是要解釋然後再逗我笑，開心。。。現在的我邊寫邊笑\(//∇//)\，希

望與他的幸福永不停止(●´∀｀●)

New background o(^▽^)o

Tada~i have a new background for my blog☆*:.｡. o(≧▽≦)o .｡.:*☆”Feel statisfy & yet i still will continue work it on to beautify it & attract more readers.☆
As u all can see it the background is only back & pink. Black will represent him & pink will be me. I do not like pink but through him, he uses pink to represent my character & attitude. I guest maybe he is thinking i am a girl & girl represents pink, that's why i got pink....swt....By the way, he like black....here it is....the meaning it...haha (=.=)
All the things that created for my blog is mostly all about me & some part of him. Cz i want him to be a part of my life(my blog) although he doesn't read my blog frequently

♥~EnJoY~( ´∀` )♥

担心他

现在我无法联络他，只是信息他我的电话没钱了，一封信息都没告诉我他是否是睡着了。他到印尼去旅行，是公司安排的旅行团。很可恶的公司尽然安排旅行到那个二奶岛去，我的火气很大也很担心他。真希望他是可以信任的。如果被背叛了，我真的不知该怎么办。应该又是什么都做不到的吧？又要在哭的吧？又要痛的吧？。。。

现在无法入睡，脑里一直着想他；心里很担心没办法联络上他。曾试过他电话我都一直打不通过去，那时他电话没电的事情我还不知道，打过去很多次都不通，脑不停想尽一切找出能找到他的方法，但是没有一个方法找出他。所以如果一些情侣是像我一样都是远距离的，请跟自己的男朋友拿到一切能够找到他的方法，不然就像我这样边等边哭，乱想事情了。

我看现在我要等他信息给我了。。。。

New Descovery Of ME

Recently found out that i am getting weaker. What happen to me?! I don't know what had happen...easily to cry, desperate to want love from him, want some caring... Myself started hate to live alone, wanted to be with someone especially my family & of cz, him. Since my study started i find myself different a lot than what i used to be. Crying a lot. My room sudden felt so quiet, so alone since he back to singapore. Having a feeling of just back to working life, to the life that i had before. Most of my friends even him advise me to take a try on my study. If this time the study doesn't work on me i will quit for sure, with no tears.

Im Sick.....haiz...

Chinese new year...T^T get sick....fever some more cold. Have to drink coconut to cool down... my live sucks now..

Happy Chinese New Year ♥♥♥

Happy New Year!! ^^ Have to cherish this one week holiday before school hell starts...so many wishes for me this year...keke...mostly hope my family are in health & him get recovery as fast as good( cz i want spend the most time with him since he can stay in ipoh for ten days)...love you~

New header * . *

Finally, i get a new header for my blog^^. It suits me alot & i hope it will change this attitude of mine. When the first time i saw this, i was so shock about it & on the same time i kinda feel like it is insulting me...haha...

Somehow after time passes, i was thinking that i shouldn't continue to do this to me. So, tada~ here comes my new header^^...i hope that everybody sees it will like it^^

Returning Home Journey

Sitting in car beside him. Right now he is nervous. Keeping quiet all along the road. This is the first time seeing him becoming so excited about. Me, on the other hand typing this journal is because I am too bored nothing to do(lol). My sister keep texting to me mumbling me to return home fast, arggh…hate it when she do that, it only makes me & him more nervous & frustrated. By the way, we first heading to petrol & bank to do some business then later he bring me back to home. He likes to sing songs for me & he is very good in finding love songs for me. His speaks eloquently & he is very likeable. Now he started behave like a spoiled child in front of me. That’s making me to adore him so much

=^^=

1.26pm--Haiz…my sweet T^T, all gone into his stomach, finish it all my lecture time treat even my chewing gum!

1.32pm--0.0 OMG…his eyes going to close while he is driving…keke…I sudden shout at him, he get shocked & finally wake up…hahaha!!! This is the second time doing this to him…he neutral his car at trafic light, hug & snuggle me, he laugh..=^^=

1.38pm--(laugh inside in me) he dun dare to sleep & started his jokes again...