New Descovery Of ME

Recently found out that i am getting weaker. What happen to me?! I don't know what had happen...easily to cry, desperate to want love from him, want some caring... Myself started hate to live alone, wanted to be with someone especially my family & of cz, him. Since my study started i find myself different a lot than what i used to be. Crying a lot. My room sudden felt so quiet, so alone since he back to singapore. Having a feeling of just back to working life, to the life that i had before. Most of my friends even him advise me to take a try on my study. If this time the study doesn't work on me i will quit for sure, with no tears.